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This is a mashing together of like 3 songs. if i felt like doing a lot of searching and watching youtube videos i'd take the time to find out which and let yall know. but im lazy so do the searching your self. they are all in the title. Addicted To The Last Crystaline Goodbye Of Tomorrow (I left behind all that I used to be) Tell me how I’ll be found, let it be known! Tell me who will become still when I am shown... reach out grasp nothing but air (I’m Standing before you) and yet I’ll be forgotten in time, (completely see through) no matter how hard I TRY, (to draw my own out line) I’ll BE a wasted Life!

A song I can't remember influenced this. idk how I remember THAT but I do, The Heart Of The Heart ogr.i.aM the heart of the problem the heart of the case the heart of the people the heart of the place the heart of the world the heart of the land every thing has a heart the heartless the cutlass the stars and the gods the sun the moon the martier and the priest all have the heart of the king and the man all have sadness all have gladness at the heart of morality there is courtship and pain at the heart of the leader there is doubt and despair and the heart of these things have a heart of their own the heart of the queen is the

The Small Things That Drive You Away ogr.i.am all the small things that cause me pain all the little things i wish i hadn't done every one by itself i can handle but there are many too many for me to handle they slip from the cell i lock them in i can't keep them there i try to forget to ignore all the pain such pain as only i can know there are too many little regrets too many things i can't stop remembering some one, please, come back, dont leave me for all my small faults i want to forget these things and stop doing them i wish i could stop driving you away but i dont know how please come back, don't leave me smww

Ok so I'm not sure exactly where i got this from, I think it was a show called Hero. Even Without Blood Shed Chibi our memories are what shape who we are right? our private assortment of images fears loves and regrets? so what happens when some one doesn't like who they are? do they just forget the things that make them who they are? do they give up their loves, and create new fears and regrets? no. because that would be suicide you take away my memories, even if i don't like them, and you have committed murder. and just because i told you to doesn't make it right. smww KOCHAM CIĘ

This is about another girl I had a crush on. some times I got the impression she was unhappy/depressed. but she always but on a smile, A Girl We All Know ogr.i.am she makes me smile,- she makes me laff-, yet i feel as though, she does not care,_ some time she acts' all happy go lucky.' and some time she makes a face, or pauses just long enough for me to notice, and this makes me think., is she happy/? or is this a play?- does she realy like it when we hug her or does she wish she could recoil,! maybe she acts the part of day;- and at knight she weeps away i doubt ill ever know:" but if ever i find this to be true/\ i will